00022. End The Misery

12/29/2009

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I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THE HELL IM HERE????

LIKE SERIOUSLY, MY LIFE JUST SUCKS AND NEVER GETS BETTER!!
LIKE JUST FUCKIN END MY LIFE ALREADY!
NOTHING GOOD IS COMING OUT OF ME BEING HERE!!!
MY FATHER HATES ME
MY BROTHER THINKS ITS FUNNY TO GIVE ME A DRIVERS ED BOOK FOR CHRISTMAS WHEN I CANT EVEN AFFORD $2 FOR A BUS
MY MOM IS ALWAYS BUYING STUFF THAT I NEED AROUND THE HOUSE
MY SON HAS NOTHING FROM ME, EVERYONE ELSE IS SUPPORTING HIM
SO WHY THE HELL AM I HERE????????
I CAN'T FIND A JOB FOR THE FUCKIN LIFE OF ME
I DROPPED OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL
I DONT DO THE MEDICAL BILLING SCHOOL CRAP
SERIOUSLY WHAT GIVES
AM I HERE JUST SO I CAN BE LAUGHED AT ABOUT HOW MY LIFE SUCKS TO MUCH
LIKE FUCKIN END MY LIFE OR GIVE ME SOMETHING THAT I CAN BE HAPPY ABOUT LIVING FOR
DONT GET ME WRONG I LOVE JAIDEN BUT HES BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME
I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

♥Amanda