I'm not happy.
Krystal was supposed to hang out with me tonight. But instead
Krystal went out with some of our friends. WITHOUT telling me
that she wasn't going to be here. I don't understand how she
can just do that to me. :/ I hate it. Makes me feel like shit.
Like I'm not "good enough" for her to hang out with me anymore.
She recently said "I do hope you have a baby, because I know
that's what you really want. But I'm sure gonna miss us."
I mean, what the hell do I say to that?! It hurts. I hate that
she "supports" me the way she does. I love her though and I
really hope I don't lose her friendship.
PS I'm testing in the morning! Ahhhhh! |