chubby. my friendship sobstory.

04/13/2010

titanic.

So, here i go... ive been friends with ashlee since like the 8th grade. (im a senior now.) and starting somewhere around the 9th grade, she started getting like really bitter... She's always been the smart, booky friend. i was the wilder one, not as good grades. shes pretty heavy, and im a good size. so shes always had a hard time getting boyfriends and attention from guys... so shes always been pretty easy... like... puts out easy. shes a very pretty girl... but she has ABSOLUTELY no self respect. She's always trying her best to put me or any of our friends down to make herself look better. Shes pretty good at making it work too. She would never congratulate me or anyone else for anything. i know its because shes just trying to make herself look good... but some of the stuff she does, actually makes me mad. i would never let her see that, but...

Anyway... well, ever since the 10th grade, ive tried to make new friends and pull myself away from her... somehow she always manages to make friends with whoever im friends with. she knows thats wht i would be doing. i made friends with this girl erin, who we always couldnt stand until i had biology class with her and i started to like her. Well Erin's been seeing this guy Vinny for about 3 years now. they arent dating... he has a girlfriend... it was just one of those complicated situations where he never could decide what he wanted. Well, ashlee starts to get to know vinny... they hang out... and then next thing we know, him and her were having sex ALL THE TIME. me and my friend andrea couldnt tell erin... we wanted to so bad because we couldnt just let erin do that to her. So finally when ashlee wasnt at school... i told erin. but ashlee doesnt know that. so erin went to ashlee the next day at lunch... and in front of the WHOLE high school started to scream at ashlee. it was CRRRRAZY. and the whole high school was watching. im serious it was like it was in a movie. erin was right in her face and ashlee didnt do a thing. erin flipped a plate of tater tots and everything.

its not over a boy... its the fact that ashlee would go and do that to erin... and vinny's as much to blame as ashlee. erin doesnt ever speak to vinny either.

Ever since ashlee started with vinny, shes gone way downhill... shes been smoking pot and smoking cigarettes, she never has money, she gets drunk all the time... shes dating a black guy named buster with 2 kids... [just to clarify, im against interracial dating, thats why i threw in the whole "black guy" thing... not because im racist or anything... just so no one is offended.] At school, all she ever does is sleep. she sleeps all the time at home, and at school. its just not healthy. i always feel bad for her when shes not around, but then when shes around, or we talk, i just cant help but feel like she deserves every bit of what shes going thru. most people at school dont like her anymore...

thats all i had to say really. my friendship sobstory.





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