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So... i know its weird... and i hope its not unhealthy... and i sound stupid. but, like, im absolutely crazy about my boyfriend. and it feels so good to finally be with a guy who i KNOW feels the same about me. we've been together for going on 1 year and 3 months. and i think about him all the time and he gives me butterflies like you wouldnt believe. it scares me sometimes at how much i love him. cause im scared its just lust. or if he did ever leave me... i know it would hurt more than anything. but it only scares me if i think about it. lol. ive just been thinking about it a lot lately. and needed to get it all out. i love him so much. and when i think of me and him being together, everything in the world just seems like its going to okay. even though we're in war and that oil spill is gunna consume the ocean and all the abuse that goes on and all those catastrophic events, i just feel like everythings going to be alright. and also when i think of us together, i cant imagine anyone being as happy or happier than we are together. i feel exactly like a puzzle piece that found its match. we never fight. its crazy how compatible we are. we dont have EVERYTHING in common, but its a good balance and that makes our relationship interesting. i dont have any clue about soul mates or any of that junk... but if i did believe in soulmates it would be because he made me that way. i like knowing what love is.
sorry for all the mushy junk. i guyess whats made me think about it so much is because i havent seen him in a while and its true that absence does make the heart grow fonder. lol. i reckon. lol. nighty night!
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