Just Typing Real Quick While I Have Time

Just a real quick update for those of you who actually like following my blog I finally got offered a forty hour a week position with Sizemore starting Wednesday. I still don't know what my permanent shift is going to be though! Wednesday I work 11:30 pm to 7:30 am...don't know what I work Thursday or Friday but then Saturday I work 7:30-3:30 come BACK in and work 11:30- 7:30 that night and turn around and work the 3:30 -11:30 Sunday afternoon..needless to say I'm going to be oober busy but I need the hours and hopefully I will get over time which will be GREAT! My first few checks are pretty much spent already because I owe so many people money, but it will simply be nice to know that will not only have the money to pay them back but that I will have an income so I won't have to borrow anymore money. Another thing that will be nice is the fact that since the only bills we have are cable, cell and rent we may actually get a chance to put some money back so that when we do finally find a place to move into we will actually be ahead instead of behind. Sadly that will be a new experience for me because ever since I got out on my own I have been stuck with piece of shit men who expect the woman to support them. John was like that for a while but he likes working for Barry and Barry finally started paying him hourly right now which is a GREAT thing.

Unfortunately John and I are having it out right now, last night John asked me to clean the bedroom today. I in turn told him that since he was getting off work early today that I wanted to spend time together...something we haven't done since we moved in with Sandy and the kids!! He promised me that as soon as he got home we would plop down on the bed, snuggle and watch a couple movies together. After we did what he promised THAT was when I planned on attacking the bedroom real quick...however when John got home from work today he flat out ignored me, played a few video games and went to bed. I even tried to make a move on him, intending to just do that and then leave him alone so he could get some rest..HE TURNED ME DOWN!! Then on top of that he told me I was lazy because I didn't do the bedroom when he wanted me to, we got into a huge argument, I finally calmed down and asked him to sit down and discuss the situation with me..at which point he informed me that he was done talking to me and that he was going to bed and that is exactly what he did! I don't know what to think at this point beyond the fact that I am extremely hurt with him!

Anyway even though it is currently 2:22 am I am in the middle of cleaning the bedroom, I just took a long enough break to type this so I could get some stuff off my chest. Now its back to cleaning so maybe my man will decide that I matter again HA yeah right i doubt he'll even notice the room is clean when he gets up in the morning! Well goodnight everyone to those of you who actually get to sleep tonight! Until next time I'm outtie! Ciao and Blessed Be!