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I have worked so hard to get everything set back up where I could go back to college. I mean I have filled out form after form, made a zillion phone calls, sent just as many e-mails and fought every battle. Now mind you this has all been out in the open, everyone has known from day one what my goal has been and what I have been working toward. I finally got an answer back from the college today and I only have one more hoop to jump through and I'll be back in college. NOW all of a sudden, now that my dream has come to fruition now people are starting to come out of the wood work about whether or not now is a good time to continue my education. All of a sudden people are beginning to suggest that maybe I should wait until Isabel is in school. I keep trying to explain to them that I am trying to complete my education now so that when her school time comes I'll have the assets to buy her things like clothes and food. She'd be able to go on field trips and have all the supplies she would need each year. But now people think that being a student, a full time worker, and a mom will be to difficult on me. Yes I know it will be hard, VERY hard but how will I be able to live with myself when Isabel come running to me needing something that I can't give her because I let other people scare me. Don't get me wrong John is NOT one of these people, so far he is behind me a hundred percent, he wants me to follow my dreams. He does worry for me, and he worries that I am putting to much on myself but he doesn't let that stop him from encouraging me to follow my dreams! I am lucky to have him! Well I think that I have solved my own confusion while typing this out, I am going to college, I CAN handle this, and I will prove it to everyone!
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