Sad News

Well this entry was going to be about my triumphant divorce and banishment of my now ex-husband forever but something VERY bad happened yesterday. John hadn't been home long, we were celebrating my divorce from earlier that day and the phone rings. I answered it, it was John's mom, she said that his Pops was in the hospital and wasn't expected to make it through the weekend. Well our car is dead, in fact John is outside changing the motor as we speak, so we were unable to jump in the car and go see his Pops. We had planned on going today, but last night at about 1:45 in the morning John got the phone call that his grandfather had passed. He is beside himself...unfortunately however John's way of dealing with things is pretending they don't exist...so right now we can't even mention his Pops around him. He just goes around the house acting as though nothing bad is going on and everything is okay. But I've caught him just sitting there staring off into space and I know the worst has yet to come. Even worse his grandmother is in even worse health than his grandfather was and will probably follow him soon. We are in for hard hard times. But all I can do is stand by John no matter what happens and let him know that I love him and when he comes through the other side of this I'll be here waiting. Until then though I'll just have to do what I can to make his life as stress free as possible...which is not an easy task BELIEVE me!!! Well I know I usually end my entries with outtie and caio but today I don't feel as though thats appropriate so instead I will only say goodbye and please keep my wonderful John in your thoughts and if you believe in a god in your prayers. Thank You so much!

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