I'm getting a divorce. I'm not sure how OK I'm going to be. I know I've done my fair share of wrongs during this 10 year relationship, and she, hers. But I never thought she would just give up on us. I know it's going to take time to just get over this. But that's not what I want to do. I want to save this. Salvage it somehow. I've invested every fiber of my being into this marriage. There's not a song that I hear that isn't about her. There's not a quiet moment during the day that I don't see her in my mind. Sleep is full of her. Her laughs. Her scents. And I can't even just cut ties and run away because of our children. I can't bear all of this pain. It's too much to handle. I just want to end all of the hurt...
Kasey... I love you. And I always will. |