Goodness but I have a headache this morning. I didn't expect to have one, in that, I always get one on the day that we are going to the hospital for meetings with Cameron and his treatment team, but that is tomorrow. So, why the headache?
Well, it could be the alcohol I imbibed in last night.
It could be all of the fucking stress in my life right now.
It could be the cigarette I just had, although, I had the headache BEFORE I got my fat ass out of bed.
It could be the fact that I haven't eaten anything yet today.
Anyway.....
I guess that I will go take an ibuprofen, have something to eat, and take my meds. That's the plan anyway. The fire is still going good, it's dreary and gray outside.
I still have to call DHS, but I don't want to deal with it, at all. It's been 6 weeks since my youngest was committed to the psychiatric hospital, and I have NO IDEA how we are going to pay for all of this. The clinician told us to look into something called the "katie beckett" clause.....we don't qualify for Mainecare, but this is supposed to go by "need" not "income".....we'll see.
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