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MAPPING THE MIND FUZZ
by ♥ Aime

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pea soup

12/07/2010

Got a pot of pea soup on the stove.

*What did you have for breakfast? Pea soup.
What did you have for lunch? Pea soup.
What did you have for dinner? Pea soup.
What did you do all night? Pee soup.*

hee hee hee - I LOVE that joke. Well, I don't love it, but it is one of my favorites. I know, I can be very juvenile sometimes.

I have kept the woodstove going all day long. Color me proud.

I hope Kev brings home some Lifewater - I am very very thirsty.

I should be typing my manuscript today - I want to get the novel sent in for my free proof before Christmas - but, typing the manuscript seems to be "triggering" me. Fuck me. (And excuse my language).

I wrote that novel during November. I based it on my childhood. It wasn't bothering me to write it. It is bothering me now. UGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGHGHHG!!!!!!!

Yes, I suffer from PTSD as well as Bipolar. I also have flashbacks and disassociate sometimes, where I scratch the skin right off of my body.

I thought all of this was done. Apparently not.

Okay, I've spent my whole day playing Runescape. I love that game. I have been playing it for 7 years now (sometimes on and sometimes off), but it is one of my "coping" mechanisms. I can get lost in it for hours.

Okay, done.

Wait.....has anybody seen the ad for the "pajamajeans"? I saw it for the first time today, and I really think that I want a pair. Just wondering if anybody has experience with them?

Now. I. Am. Done.

Aime

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