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10/26/2010

I am still feeling really bad about breaking Jess's rules. This is having the potential to really making me think twice about having a diary here. How many times can I say I'm sorry? Why am I still beating myself up about it? Why do I feel so ashamed?

I've taken all of the layout templates off of my diary. Nobody even suggested that I do it, but I don't want to get chastized for any thing.

Probably going overboard with my feelings of guilt - but I feel like crying.

I don't even know if I will post this, because you'll all think I'm nuts. But I am severely insecure, and I can feel a dip in my mood also.

Maybe you won't understand. I hope that someone comments me though - I'm feeling a little bit like a fool.

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*hughughug*
Don't you worry about it. I rather like it the way it is now, you know. My one beef with layouts is they're frequently hard to read--it's as if the focus is more on the layout than the entry, and who wants that? Hence, I refuse to use a layout I didn't configure myself.

[polywog

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*random* Don't worry about it! It happens, and it's okay, you fixed what you did wrong. No one will see you as someone bad because of it, it's over and forgotten for the most part! Layout diaries just like to have their work accounted for is all. Dont feel so ashamed/guilty, it's over and like I said, no one even knows the difference! Hang in there, and I hope you keep writing despite this!

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You are not a fool because you didn't know.. it's okay. I understand the feelings of guilt doll... I have this huge backpack of guilt i wear without ever taking it off.

You are fine... okay... You and i both are new here... so... you changed some of the coding... you didn't know... therefore...don't feel bad... and keep on typing.

*HUGS*