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06/16/2011

I am currently watching "Vows of Deception" on LMN. Gotta love my LMN - having satellite would be totally worth it for even just this one channel.

Just looked up this case "Susan Grund's" on TruTv. Found out that I have already seen the details of the case on "Snap" on Oxygen - have the feeling that I might have read the book about the case, but I'm not quite sure, will have to go through all of my true crime books to see if it is in my collection. If not, I will have to buy it, because I will become obsessive about it if I don't. Pah.

Looks like it is going to rain outside. Thought that I heard a little thunder earlier.

The day after payday, and we are frickin broke again! But at least I know that my satellite/internet/phone won't be cut off. There's relief in that, I guess. Maybe not, because I can't buy any Pepsi, chocolate, or new books.

Well, Kiss me and call me pink!!

Although, maybe that is a blessing in disguise, as my teeth are starting to bother me again. Well, worse than they have been. The pain is like it was just before I went to the dentist on my birthday last year and was told that one of my back teeth had rotted clear up through the roots and I had it extracted the next day. Long-winded explanation, I know.

Anycase, I think I will probably going back to the dentist soon. I'm just not *feeling* it. Oh, I'll be *feeling* it all right, but I don't wanna!!!! But, when your mouth and the whole entire side of your face throbs and aches, it is usually a sign that you have to put on your big-girl panties and step up to the plate. But I still don't WANNA!!!! I asked Kev to take a look at my teeth last night, and he said that there is a giant hole/cavity in the tooth that is next to the empty socket. Of course, when I had my extraction last October, I was told that the next tooth was starting to rot, and I would be facing another extraction if I didn't have the cavity filled. My bad.

I looked on Amazon.com sales reports, and I have sold 2 more of my books!! Hot-dog! I have sold 7 copies on the Kindle so far (although, the first one doesn't count because I bought a copy for myself). Still only up to 3 sales on the paperbacks. But, it's getting there.

I'm liking Cheryl Ladd's hairstyle in this movie - I want it. Well, as soon as my hair grows out.

There are two pictures attached to this entry - the one with the short hair is me now - the one with Cheryl Ladd is how I want my hair eventually.

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Here...I will send you my hair and you can sew it on to your head!! LOL!

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Thank you for your insight on my entry from yesterday or the day before (I really cannot remember when I posted it)...what you typed to me really made me feel validated and not crazy. And yes, I am an abuse survivor (though some days when I get triggered, I feel like a victim still just the same as when I visit with my folks I still feel like that child again)...

But your note made perfect sense to me and I wanted to thank you for taking the time to leave it. I realize that other survivors can at times be triggered by reading what I've written or commenting on their experiences from their own pasts to show me they understand and I realize how difficult that must have been for you on some level.

But you are correct. I am blessed to have a man who loves me and cares for me and won't allow me to just 'placate' him with sex like I attempt to do...no matter how much he might desire it, he won't do it unless I actually want it and he can tell the difference usually. God bless him. He says he doesn't want to hurt me like that, he says that sex is a way of showing love to someone in it's deepest and most intimate matter...and regardless of how much time has passed I cannot call it what he calls it --it's even hard for me to type it out but easier than saying it, I can't say it...(Making love)....because both seem to be the same action to me....does that make sense.

But also thank you for the compliments on my writing and the insightfulness you see when you read me....I don't see it...but others seem to.

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You look lovely....but short hair does get boring so fast doesn't it...I'm deeply regretting getting my hair cut to a shorter style...I can't wait for it to grow back out again.

I haven't had a dental visit since my last exam in 2005 while I was still in the military. I'd hate to have to hear what a dentist would say about my lack of flossing...I'm a terrible flosser.

I feel you on the broke, we have less than 300 in checking and 252 in savings....and that has to last till the 1st...and I am desperately trying to save up enough money to be able to drive all the way up to West Virginia to visit with my grandmothers and other extended family (on my mother's side). Especially before my great grandmother passes away and I have this nagging fear that it is fast approaching.

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he is great!

They will treat the pneumonia with antibiotics and we will wait and see what happens.

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Will do. I will let you see a picture.

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