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An
Unconventional
Emotionalism.
by [SHANNON].

previous entry: i feel like i'm falling in love alone.

next entry: the best part of believe is the lie.

it's like a let down, so much for good times.

08/12/2009



Currently:
[Tick Tock:] 1046pm
[Ends In Y:] Tuesday
[Munching:] Nothing
[Slurping:] Nothing
[Not Naked:] All Time Low shirt & AE jogging pants
[Air Pollution:] Nothing
[Chit-Chatting:] No one
Scream Me A Love Song.
People can't make you happy. People can't make you believe that life is worthwhile or that there's a point to living. People can't make promises and keep them. People can't tell you everything's going to be okay and mean it. People are set up for one thing and one thing only...To let others down. To disappoint. To cause doubt and fear. I'm not saying that having certain people around won't invoke some kind of happiness within you. That their being in your life doesn't cause you joy. I'm just saying that eventually, it's likely, that even that person will fail you in some way. Hopefully not in a way that'll cause you to doubt their importance to you, because there's no light at the end of the tunnel when that happens, but they will fail. Everyone does. I guess you just have to learn to enjoy people for that small glimpse of joy that they bring. That smile that they help put on your face, for however long it's lasts. But, don't depend on it. Don't make it all that you have to feel happy about in the world. It'll break. It'll fall apart. Like I said, it always does. Find a happiness within you. A peace that knowing yourself can bring. People will come and go, but you're stuck with yourself for forever.

"I'm not even going to get mad anymore.
It isn't worth my time.
I just have to learn to expect the lowest from the people I thought the highest of."

Shannon




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Photobucketyou can't have this outlook on life because then you are not allowing yourself to be happy. others may fuck you over every now and then but you can't let those kinds of people do that to you. your life is in your own hands.. sometimes it feels like all you have is yourself (trust me, i would know).

[Lady B|0 likes] [|reply]


I think you're right. If you can't find a "partner" inside you, then you're twice as much disappointed when you're screwed over by someone. If you have yourself as a hideaway, a hideaway that you like because you're always welcome there, then you're going to be okay. You'll be able to forgive people and not be hurt too much. If you don't hate yourself, you'll never be alone.

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