Well today I feel drained. UGH. UGH. UGH. I got up less than an hour ago, and I'm seriously thinking about a nap-that's prudy sad but I am just not feeling it today. I showered and put my pjs back on, I am stuck at home all day AGAIN anyway doing test prep AGAIN so I figured I wanted to be comfy because once I take the pills AGAIN, there won't be nothing comfy about it! I did clean up a little bit, the place was trashed from last night so I picked up and made my bed, does that count for anything? lol I still need to take out trash, wash dishes( I broke the dishwasher yesterday, oops!) and wash some laundry but I feel no desire to do any of it, I just want to sleep and also like always I feel crappy. I think I am emotional drained and it's affecting my physical, becausse all I can think about it getting this damn test over and HOPEFULLY figuring out whats wrong, making me better & starting my life once again- that would be REALLY nice, I miss working and getting out everyday/seeing people, I miss feeling good  And I worry way to much now!! My pain has moved into my right side too some now so that's not good but dk what I can do about it expect accept it. Well I need to go address a xmas card and I should paint my toe nails before tomorrow but I dont know if I'll get any of it done, I think I'm going to go lay down, see whats on MTV. Oh and I NEVER got a reply from my guy friend OH well, I do think it's his gfs fault, he always talked to me at least on the computer and would reply to me but now he wont even reply. THAT STUPID BITCH! sorry had to let that out! well talk to you all later! |
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