a random update

those days on the beach
&& drives into the sunset,
on the 101 in the mountains
watching the world fly by around me.

i miss the ocean.
& the way it made me feel
& the thoughts it made me think
& the way it reflected

the stars
the sun
my thoughts
zero & infinity

but i am here now
here in the heart of

my friends.
my life.
love.
a magnificent school.
brilliant professors.
challenge.

i miss the ocean.
i miss california.
but i have no regrets.
not one.
i am truely living.
((it feels like a drug))