this paper on "consciousness as an emergent property" is finally flowing...
after months of staring at 2 pages of
forced paragraphs.
my philosophy has been lacking
because i've been scared.
scared to get personally involved and intimate
with the philosophy i write.
and that's just what it needs.
it cannot exist without feeling.
i am writing this paper despite the fact that i'm scared
to be wrong
to look like foolish...
but without risks i'll never produce the type of work i'm capable of.
i am capable.
this feels so good.