ok so heres an update im head over hills for chris and hes still not answering the phone i have called every damn day and get voicemail and its driveing me insane im still faithful to him meaning hes my last guy i slept with despite rumors and assumptions i miss chris so much and its killing me he wont pick up the damn phone but despite my depression over that i went back to school monday and started on the road to getting my GED i have 5 practices tests i have to pass before i can take the GED test they are science,math,social studies,reading,language so far i have taken my social studies and my science practice tests and passed them both next is reading which i will most likely take that tommaro. i went to church on sunday and ran into my ex sam it was crazy hes engaged to a girl that did nothing but be a 2 faced shit talker at tent city homeless shelter when i was there and shes his fiance and she looks like a big ugly drag queen but whatever floats his boat i guess i should be happy for him. today i went and got STD check i was negative for HIV i have to go back in 2 weeks for the rest of my results which im confident will be negative and im planning a repeat HIV test in december just to be on the safe side. without chris in my life i took a vow of abstinants i only want him to touch me in that way so i pray we reconnect and that hes not cheating on me cause i really do love him. more updates to come |
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