its so hard being 23 and haveing severe emotional and physical pain,nightmares from being abused, abandoned, cheated on,wanting and praying to be happy but life continues to kick your ass after everything ive been through i met a man i felt could make my pain go away a little and he did briefly I married him and then i got my heartbroken i gave it another try hopeing he would change and he didn't much but I was handleing it until now that girl fucked up my world all i want is my husband to be faithfull in all ways and to see that kid if he's my husbands son and for that girl to back the fuck off my husband and for me and my husband to be happy and him be nicer to me thats all i want he is mean and is physically abusive at times but im hoping he will change but i cant handle him acting that way and breaking my heart again. people think i only care about my husband because he financially supports me but thats not the case even if my husband was broke i would still love and want him if he wasn't so mean,abusive,and a lieing cheater money isnt everything.im praying he doesnt break my heart again and stops abusing me. |