so chris answered my questions that i mentioned in the last entry and still wasnt wanting a relationship but after some time and some talks he asked me out finally last night and im so happy but im nervious that it wont last long i mean this guy is so amazing in a lot of ways and im looking forword to the future with him and enjoying the present with him. the florida weather is so hott and we are trying to get our own place with air conditioning out of the damn homeless selter and im also a little excited and scared cause im pregnant with chris's baby and we are both homeless he works and i dont i am searching for work but im haveing the hardest time wish me luck those that read this diary cause i have my hands fool. people piss me off at this shelter they accuse me of lieing about being pregnant i honestly have no reason to lie and im not lieing people are just ignorant sometimes and dont know how to mind their own business i cant wait for my bf and i to move out of this shelter away from these people. |