omg im sitting here next to Shawn wishing i knew the answers to the many questions i wanna ask i hate trying to be respectful sometimes when i just wanna grab him in my arms and give him the biggest kiss its so hard fighting my feelings to be respectful and to be a good friend this sux.... i wish i knew how to handle this situation i feel so out of sorts not like my normal self i normally would be able to handle anything thrown at me i have gone through so much in my life and this is uncharted territory for me cause normally i would just make a move but with him its different i wanna take my time and get to know him wow im growing up lol |