still waiting for my husband to get home so i can confront him about the creagslist thing i mean cregslist where you buy shit online i cant believe he would do this to me i mean im not perfect but no one is all ive done is help and be the best wife i can be this hurts me. and i was abused as a child brutely and this hurts me because it took me so long to be able to trust anyone even a little and he knows all the pain i went through growing up and hes betraying me i mean even if he isnt cheating hes looking and thats bad enough thats still horrible and it means if he hasnt already theres only a matter of time before he fucks someone. i just dont get it im sitting here questioning what is wrong with me what could i have done to make this happen im so hurt i cant figure it out and im not sure what is ganna happen when i confront him hes probubly ganna make a bunch of excuses and try to convince me im wrong but when you search for sex you are trying to get sex come on its not rocket science. i hope hes atleast honest with me ya know when i confront him if not hes a coward i think. if i had somewhere else to go i would leave but i dont so im stuck with him till i find somewhere else. it hurts i was ganna be supportive if he found out that the chick's kid that was supposedly conceived while we were separated was his i mean how many people would do that not many im sure and this is the thanks i get for being there for him and being a good wife what an asshole. | 
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