i had a fallow up dr appointment today because of my hospital admission last weekend it was a waste of my time the dr wasnt really listening to my concerns and rushed through the visit i hate dr.s here in michigan all ive dealt with is bad dr.s these past few years you would of had to of been at these appointments to fully understand what i mean.my health keeps getting worse and on top of that im lonely if my ex friends hadnt screwed me over i would have more of a social life. i love my husband but right now hes acting strange again and once again im worried and possibly paranoid not that hes cheating just that i dont know what hes dealing with or doing thats causeing him to act this way. im just dealing with so much all i want is to be happy but things keep happening that makes me upset i try to stay positive but its really hard with everything going on in my life i have one friend who i havent talked to in a while because shes in another state and really busy mine and my husbands family ignores and dislikes me except my grandma my moms mother and my husband i dont understand why no matter what i do people seem to not like me. i dont have my shit together like i want im trying but not doing very good. i hope things get better for me i cant take much more of this i hope you all have a wonderfull weekend and i pray you never deal with this stuff its a nightmare just one thing after another i wouldnt wish this kinda pain on my worst enemy. take care i will write again soon. | 
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