Oh, fuck me and fuck this heat. There is SO much I should be doing right now and I am nothing short of freaking the fuck out. Why? I DON'T KNOW. NONE OF THIS STUFF IS IMPORTANT. I just feel so GUILTY when I'm not doing anything but this heat, I can't stand it, you know? I just want to sleep but it's too hot in the bedroom. God, I hate myself when I'm like this. I'm not even THINKING about the "f" word today. I'll leave you to guess what that is or whatever because I don't want to say it. *sigh* Money. I think that's what's stressing me out. I am behind on so many bills it's not even a joke anymore. Not that it ever was a joke. I guess that taking care of my bills would be something I could spend an hour or so doing while sitting right here in front of the air con... O_O ok, I'll do that. ... Wish me luck that I don't have a nervous breakdown as I go to look at my bank account balances. OOoooohhh myyyy gggggooooooooooooddddddddddddd.
PS Luke's Wii Fit keeps calling me an amateur. I asked him if he had done something to it to make it give me shit all the time and he's like, no, you just suck. Dammit! Omg, on Thursday my WiiFit age was 25, then on Friday it was 33, and today (Sunday) it's 42... omg, fuck you, too! I have NOT aged 33 years in four days, mentally or physically. I hope. lol. Some days I'm good at the tests they give you, and on other days I'm just so shit lol. And there's this balancing game and I always SUCK at it and Luke just does it in like ten seconds and finishes the whole thing. LOL. I hate him! WELL JEEZ LUKE WE CAN'T ALL BE LIKE. FUCKEN CAVEMEN. |
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