Well. Whattaya know. Eating and sleeping properly did a world of good for my skin. The difference was there after just one day. Even my hair looks better, and people have been asking if I've had it cut/coloured. I still feel fucking miserable, and it's hard to keep the fake smiles up with the compliments. I would rather be at home by myself but Luke says it's not good for me. And, you know, Luke's the word.
He wanted to spend the night in and have some 'quality time' with me. I wasn't in the mood for quality time so I sent him out, heh. Later on Giovanni asked if I could look after Gabriel for the night so he could go out with this new girl of his.
.... (continued next morning) Have I mentioned that I broke up with the Young One a few weeks ago? Well, I did. And I'm still pining for him. I like him so much. He's pretty much perfect, apart from all of his faults. *sigh* Maybe I made a mistake. I'm usually over guys and onto the next by now. |