WARNING: TRIGGER WARNING: ANOREXIA: TRIGGER WARNING
Mmm, that delicious, familiar feeling, hunger, back in the day when it used to make me horny, I feel that again tonight, wanting to touch myself, from sharpened hipbones, to hollowed gut, to hardened cock, to ecstasy in nausea.
Throbbing headache, lights that make your mind spin, and that seductive growl of my stomach begging, don't give in to this, and my heart teasing, don't give in to that, and my voice saying, I gave it all up, I can't remember what for, I don't remember why, I think I thought I was dying.
I crawled to my Master tonight, sat on the floor by his feet as he ate his dinner. I thought to myself, if he feeds me his scraps under the table, I'll eat it, I promise. And I pleaded with him in my head, for him to do it. But he didn't. He didn't acknowledge me at all. So I layed under the table for a good half hour after he left, first feeling angry, and then reminding myself that I can't expect him to read my mind.
He walked past the table at one point, and quietly my voice came out, "ffffffuck... me..." He peered under the table, smirking. I smiled sweetly back at him in mock innocence. Then I was being dragged from under the table by the ankles. He pulled me up then, his fist around my arm, and in the one swift motion had me bent over the dining table, my face inches away from his dinner plate which I had yet to take to the kitchen for him. Without thinking I began apologising repeatedly for not clearing the table, and he laughed as he undid my belt from under me and pulled my pants down until they dropped to my ankles. Then he was on his knees, eating me, and the rest all goes without saying that eventually he had sex with me over the dinner table. He spanked me hard for cumming on our housemate's tablecloth, threatening to rub my face in it, before laughing so much he could no longer take himself seriously and retired in front of the TV.
I love him so much that after writing that I'd feel positively guilty if I didn't eat today, so I'd better. God I love him so much!!!!!!!!!!
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