Fucking hell! I think I have an STD or STI, dammit. I don't think I have time to get tested today, so it'll have to wait until tomorrow, but... Ughhhhh. Wish me luck, ok? In any case, whatever it is, I hope it's treatable and like... Ugh... Otherwise there goes my job.
Might try out this new support group today. Well the group itself isn't new... It's about recovery from mental illness in general rather than just anorexia. I hope it'll be better for me because there's no stigma specifically about gender/sexuality and mental illness like there is with eating disorders (the teen white middle/upper class girl) so i won't feel so ashamed just for being there. Anyway we'll see what my case worker thinks. I know she wants me to join the art therapy group because she knows I can paint but I'm so competitive/perfectionist when it comes to my artwork so I don't know.
Shit I wrote this hours ago, must have forgotten to save it. |
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