Holy fuck. Sub and I just had the most... fucked up... psychologically fucked up, I mean... the most bat crazy roleplaying scene... We both couldn't believe how much it was both turning us on... I kept on stopping and going... "I can't believe how hard I am... This is so wrong... Are you ok with this?" And he'd be like. "YES DADDY. Feels so good, please!" *groans deliciously* I just wanted to shut up and play the scene without feeling so guilty about it but it was so fucking new to me and I didn't anticipate the effect it would have on me... I had to keep taking us out of it and check in on him, check in on myself. The scene itself only lasted about ten minutes because I was so unsure about how I felt. It's so weird... for once *I* was the one with the issues about how depraved our kink was getting!! But if I am to speak sensibly (me, sensible? Lol) I think I needed to keep one foot in reality anyway, given all that has happened this week. Still though... I think we have uncovered a brand, spanking new roleplay/scenario fetish together and I can't fucking wait to play it again. Holy crap! I've never been so rock hard... Well, ok, I have, lol. But this was... My heart is still fucking racing, my mind is still swimming... All I know is that... I can't wait to take that boy's virgin ass for myself... His cherry is mine! I'm holding onto it, it's precious Hope he's not in a hurry to lose it lol I love taking it slow with him. It is really very... special.
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