(nb entry written on my phone so please pardon the lack of formatting and such and rushedness.)
i've realised why i can't get my head around the huge reaction my sub has to being humiliated. I dont GET embarrassed. I love to shock people and have no sense of 'overshare' or 'too much info'. I do hate being degraded and that definitely turns me on when i'm in a scene with luke but i cannot figure out what would or wouldnt humiliate MY sub because i haven't really experienced it myself. So a question. I know some of my readers are into d/s. How many love humiliation and degredation play? And specifically... What would fuck with your head more. To be forced to watch your dom perform oral sex on his lover, or to be forced to watch your dom receive oral sex from his lover? Presuming that there is huge sexual tension between you and your dom, and that you are yet to experience sexual contact with your dom? My sub loves to be hurt and rejected and to be told that he isnt good enough for me, i just use him for amusement, and that he isn't enough of a man to be able to please me sexually...
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