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an empty frame.'s Diary
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02/22/2010

I am still: an outpatient. That is, I approached them about being an inpatient, and they seemed to feel that my chances of not relapsing were better if I continued with the intensive outpatient program.

I am still: single. That is, I have not gone back to the devil.

I am still: here. That is, in this house, with my stepson and my ex, with nowhere to go, and no place for me to be. Most of my belongings are still with him. I feel displaced and I utterly hate it here. I can't concentrate. It is always noisy. I hate it.

I want to go back to him so bad. I miss him, love him, want to forgive him. I want to forgive him. And you know how good I am at tricking myself into believing something I want to believe. But I can't. My gut tells me no. Something HUGE has to happen before I can feel safe with the decision to go back with him. I don't know what, though...

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listening to your gut is usually the best decision.
take some time, and focus on yourself!

[- misseriin*Star|0 likes] [|reply]

i'm glad to hear from you.

think you gotta stick to your gut there. it really would have to be a huge thing to wipe that away.

[& skull.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Your gut is wise. Trust in it. Use the professional support you have to make any huge decision like that.
I know what it's like to be stuck in someone else's space. I'm sorry, but also glad that you did have somewhere to go.
I don't know what happened, and I won't ask, but if you feel unsafe you have the right to ask for a police escort to retrieve your stuff. Don't be afraid to use the system.
You are cared for. Take whatever comfort you can in that.

[a little one|0 likes] [|reply]

*hugs*

[Sava|0 likes] [|reply]

Always best to follow your gut. I'm so so sorry that this has happened. I wish I could help in someway. *hugs*

[Morning.GloryStar|0 likes] [|reply]

*big hugs*

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