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Oh, what a night

08/09/2010

I met a dominant transwoman on Saturday night. If you know me better-than-most you know it is a bit of a fantasy of mine to be dominated by a hardcore amazon Mistress with a cock. Ha. It's a fantasy I'm uncomfortable with, being a bit of a trans-issues advocate and such. I hate the thought of fetishising or objectifying people who probably (hate generalising even) just want to live normal lives. Anyway... It's a fantasy that's there and I don't expect to live it out but oooohhhh boy did I have a boner for this hot girl that night. Couldn't even look her in the eye. Luke thought it was hilarious and I was feeling subby for the entire night. I felt drunk and pathetic. He kept saying she was laughing at me every time I checked her out, biting my lip. I couldn't stop thinking about her smothering me in her tits and then forcing me to take her cock. Jesus! By the time Luke finally decided it was time to go home I couldn't walk anymore because my dick was rock hard and I had tight jeans on. Couldn't walk, couldn't think. Lol. i was a fucking mess! I still feel awful about it but I can't stop thinking about it. Luke is threatening to find out who she was and try to contact her and I'm scared because I think he's serious and I don't think I could take it.

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ryc: haven't got the dog yet silly person. i get him in 9 days. i hate waiting.

also i'm lazy so i'll update later. when i'm not lazy.

[& skull.|0 likes] [|reply]

FUCK NOW IT'S IN MY HEAD YOU BUTTHEAD! although that's a song that seems to randomly get stuck in there anyway. probably via work. crappy dan's radio.

lol, interesting night for you it sounds like.

[& skull.|0 likes] [|reply]

now i'm not dumb but i can't understand, why she walked like a woman and talked like a man oh my Lola...lalalala lola ...
bahahah
xx

[.November.Butterfly.|0 likes] [|reply]

That is also a very valid way to think of things. I just think...that I have loved before and felt so strongly and so deeply that...if it was so true and if it was the ultimate love...why doesn't it last? I have stopped looking into my future and interjecting a person as my companion because I honestly don't feel that I can count on anyone to protect my heart for the rest of my life.

[BeccaRellyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I was totally thinking of taking a picture of my vagina and drawing it and adding it to the sketches. I have 5 more to sketch. I really want to also put a trans vag in there. Just to spice it up a bit and when guys look at them, I bet they will like the trans vag best because they are very cute! But where can I find a good, open, straight on picture of a trans vagina? You should put some of your sketches online! I would love to see your work! I never claimed to be very good at scetching. I am really not very awesome, vaginas are so free form, I could really do what i want but i did try to stay true to the casts...

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