I met a dominant transwoman on Saturday night. If you know me better-than-most you know it is a bit of a fantasy of mine to be dominated by a hardcore amazon Mistress with a cock. Ha. It's a fantasy I'm uncomfortable with, being a bit of a trans-issues advocate and such. I hate the thought of fetishising or objectifying people who probably (hate generalising even) just want to live normal lives. Anyway... It's a fantasy that's there and I don't expect to live it out but oooohhhh boy did I have a boner for this hot girl that night. Couldn't even look her in the eye. Luke thought it was hilarious and I was feeling subby for the entire night. I felt drunk and pathetic. He kept saying she was laughing at me every time I checked her out, biting my lip. I couldn't stop thinking about her smothering me in her tits and then forcing me to take her cock. Jesus! By the time Luke finally decided it was time to go home I couldn't walk anymore because my dick was rock hard and I had tight jeans on. Couldn't walk, couldn't think. Lol. i was a fucking mess! I still feel awful about it but I can't stop thinking about it. Luke is threatening to find out who she was and try to contact her and I'm scared because I think he's serious and I don't think I could take it.
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