[This was actually written on the 27th.]
NB: sorry this entry finishes mid sentence, but thats what you get for reading the diary of someone with ADHD so eh.
You guys bore me. I can't be bothered reading your diaries. You should leave more comments on my diary and then I MIGHT go look at yours and read like, the first half of the first two paragraphs. But I probably won't. Whatever. You know I love you guys but like, effort, you know? Fuck it?
Anyway. I asked Luke if he was jealous that I have such a cute little eager-to-please submissive bitch while he has to deal with me as a sub and I am just a shit that craves attention and being taken care of and I really suck at completing tasks and basically I just suck! Lol. His epic reply was (and I have repeated it in my mind over and over...): "what?! no!! I don't want some prissy little panty-wearing school boy, I just want a willing slut who I can beat the shit out of and order around. You'll do. Can you get me a beer, babe? Besides, what good is a piece of meat if you can't fuck it whenever and however - and with whatever you like. I am angry at that pious bitch on your behalf but hey, it's none of my business. I am just glad he's keeping you entertained, even if he's not keeping you satisfied." Later, we talked about his "other lover", Matt, and how he is settling into Luke's depraved little world of BDSM and polyamory. He (Luke) said that he (Matt) is wanting a more equal share of Luke's time. Luke is pissed because he sees him every other night and he is stretched thin enough as it is, and he knows that. He doesn't feel comfortable coming HERE and being intimate with Luke
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