Bloody hell. I know a lot of you guys thought my previous entry was really sweet and stuff but goddamn it's all a bit difficult and I have just been having the best fucking sex with everyone lately. Lol "with everyone"... Literally. This has been a hugely social week for me. I'm making new friends and they seem to like me and it's weird because I have no idea how to act.
Tonight Luke, Giovanni and "the guy" (have I given him a name yet? It's Matt lol) are going to a swingers party. I had two clients today (moneymoneymoney!!!!) so I'm a bit over fucking strangers for the next oh 12 hours (famous last words) but I really want to just watch Luke and Matt go at it and I would fucking LOVE it if Giovanni fucked me!!!! In fact I'm not really interested in fucking anyone but Luke or G but like I said i'm interested at a bit of site seeing so it should be a good night anyway.
Shit it's so good to have some money in my wallet again. I'm going to go shopping and buy a new bunch of clothes to go with my new weight. Actually I need to start thinking about buying a new car in the next twelve months egh I hate cars. I should get a motorbike oh I'd look soooo good on a bike! But I couldn't drive the kid anywhere lol so er no.
Oh FUCK. I'm supposed to be going to a 21st birthday party tonight. Fuck THAT.
PS WTF I'm getting so horny over "ethnic" guys lately but my geography knowledge sucks and i'm too scared to talk to them in case they realse how I have no idea where uh Turkey or Iran or like even fucking Russia is wtf I don't even know where I AM. |