Utterly falling for your submissive when he feels nothing more than lust for you - SUCKS. Trying to talk to him about it and in the process feeling every last thread of your dominance over him fall away, even though he swears he still feels submissive to you - annoying/uncomfortable/slightly humiliating.
I just want to punch him in the face and be like, "WHY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?" and him just say, "OH, SIR, I DO!!!!!!!!!!!"
But he won't. Because he isn't a liar.
I'm a fucking idiot.
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