Luke wanted to make me feel less silly for shaving my head today so he agreed to let me dye his hair red. It was the sweetest, most self-sacrificing thing he's ever done to cheer me up. Sometimes this man just comes out of the blue with shit like that and makes me fall in love with him all over again. He is so patient and understanding. He never judges me when I am acting more bizarre than usual. He just takes it as it comes and tries to sort of settle me down in a gentle, non-invasive, unpatronising way. It's remarkable. I've never met anybody like that. I am lucky to have him. Incredibly lucky.
I've been wanting him to dye his hair red since... almost the beginning. Like, a deep, but rich red. He naturally has medium-brown coloured hair with a fair bit of blonde in it that's been bleached from the sun. His hair is... well, "long for a guy" I suppose. He can tie it back if he needs to but it falls out after like half an hour. It's wavy and disgusting and I'm always getting my fingers caught in it when I'm stroking his head in bed (sh, it soothes me) which makes him bitch and moan but I've never heard him say he'd cut it short and fuck he has downright refused to dye it red since I started suggesting it. Until tonight. So I did it, and dare I say it, fuck I am fucking brilliant. He looks like a fucking rockstar.
Luke! You're so HOT.
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