Well, a lot has been running , shit, maybe even flying through my mind lately. Just recently, a 8-year-old boy was sledding by his house and was walking on the edge of the fox river and fell on the edge of the fox river and in. His name was Slade, a cute little redheaded boy, and i worked with his dad matt for years. he was walking along the edge where there was snow and didn't notice the half frozen rivers edge and was carried down. this little boy was so young and had much more of his life left to live. when i heard the news i was on facebook and instantly started crying. they had posted tons of pictures with his smiling face on them. i couldn't believe how close to home this could happen. It not only hurt to find out, but it hurt because i didn't have a means to go to his wake or funeral. but i did my best and sent my dondolences.
Then on top of that, recently i had lost my grandma. she was my everything. someone i could call to talk to about my parents or even to go to to play some rummy. well, before she passes she told my fiance josh to take care of me. and yes he has been trying but my parents think that i should move home and get my life back together. i love josh with my all and honestly think he's doing what he can for out economic crisis. he got his temps, new glasses and has just recently started college. the only thing he don't have is a job. so i understand why my parents are concerned. i mean he has his diploma, but no one is hiring.
i wish i could push a button and everything would be hunky dori. i've got so much stuff in my head it feels like it could blow up. I really have no one here in racine, so i figured maybe someone would her me out on here. I've moved so much i lost my damn journal so now i'll write on here. |
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