So I know I told you guys I was going out last night. Made 2 very big mistakes: 1. Didn't eat or drink water 2. Mixed tequila and jagermeister. I'm so fucking smart. So yeah the result ended up me being home by 11:30 (the lovely Shana drove me home, bless her), and throwing up all night. I knocked out in the toilet bowl several times. I don't think I've been that drunk and a mess in years. Or ever actually. At one point I tried to look at my phone and I couldn't even read it cause everything was so blurry. What's worse, is that I met Jackie, which is one of j1's hookups. She's pretty hot, AND OF COURSE I HAD TO BE AN EMBARRASSING MESS! So I couldn't even COMPARE to her. She seems like a fun time though. But Jesus christ I need to never be that drunk in front of j1 again, it's just unattractive! Thank god we had sex BEFORE we left. So I'm hoping he'll remember that and not my drunk sloppy ass being loud and obnoxious. Ugh I even smoked (not weed, no worries) IN FRONT OF HIM. Which he hates. God I'm so fucking stupid and if he never wants to have sex with me again I don't blame him. Though that would ROYALLY suck.
In other news, I found out from his friend that he's (j1) going on vacation to CA with Shana and another girl (I think Nicole). All he said to me was "I think I'm gonna be gone on vacation for most of September". When his friend told me the specifics, I gotta say, I was a little jealous. So when I saw him I was like "sooo California?" and he's like yeah, and was talking all excitedly about it. Actually, he invited me (like this: "there's another spot open if you wanna come"). But I mean I can't, I have school. And I'm terrified of flying. And that just sounds like a bad idea. Still, I think I'm gonna miss him, and I don't want to!
I think I broke my body. I need to not drink like that again. But honestly I totally overestimated myself cause I usually NEVER have this problem cause I know when to stop. I mean I only had 4 beers and 2 shots. Over the time span of 5 hours!!! I should have been fine. Actually scratch that, 2 glasses of wine, and 2 beers. I forgot I had wine. Well THAT makes more sense. Either way, I feel like doodie. And I really hope that I'm still in the green with j1! TTYL
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