Stupid, stupid, stupid.
So you know how I decided that I shouldn't go see j1 till my burns were healed? Well, fail sauce.
Since I missed him a lot, as soon as I get into his room we start to kissing; not even really a proper "hi, how are you today." And then... well, you get the rest. Anyway, one of my blisters broke open, and having all the sweatyness touching it probably wasn't a good idea. So then when I get home, I put a bandaid on it.. and one of the sticky parts was over the rest of the burn.. so you can only imagine what happened this morning when I took it off...... talk about a fresh wound. Fuck.
Oh but in good news, I got my period today! So I'm def not preggers. And I guess it IS kinda good I saw j1 last night, cause I'll be out of commission for a week now.
I dreamed about him too. Pretty awesome actually, cause it was dream sex right after real sex I've been a horn-ball lately. Speaking of which, he asked me to do something that I'm kinda embarrassed about. To touch myself while he watches... I know this is super common, it's just that I've never done it before! ALSO I'm extremely boring when it comes to that.. I def don't want him to take pointers, cause that is NOT how I want him to touch me. At all. I'm gonna tell him this of course! Cause he does it way better already than I'll ever be able to.
Also, he bruised the fuck out of me. Right by like, the underside of my butt. How? Well, when he was fingering me (I hate that term, but there's no other way to describe it.. "manually stimulating"? lol) he went in pretty deep, which resulted in the rest of his hand/fist repeatedly "punching" me in that area. I had to stop him after a while cause it started to hurt. Oh and he tried to do the whole "g-spot" thing.. dunno if that's for me yet.
By the way, this kid has no bounds. We had sex 3 times last night. I NEVER have sex that many times in a row. Needless to say I was starting to get pretty sore. TTYL |
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