I swear my moodiness is getting WORSE! So I decided to play video games all day, and turns out I can't find the cables for my ps2. Fine. Now I can't find my DS. Fine. I tried to download a N64 emulator and that also failed. UGH really?? It sucks when your ex HAS ALL THE FUCKING GAMING SYSTEMS IN THE WORLD AND YOU DIDN'T TAKE ANY IN THE BREAKUP! I felt sorry for him, so I let him keep the ps3 (we split the cost). WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I FEEL SORRY FOR HIM!? He already has a new girlfriend and is fucking happy as can be. Honestly I want him to be fucking miserable and realize that I was amazing. FUCK. I honestly have never been this angry over my breakup! I mean it was like 5 months ago, I should seriously get over myself. But maybe I've just been so positive about it that it's time for me to just let loose and get angry for once. They can both go fuck themselves (cause they won't fuck each other, god forbid.. their prudish fucking virgin eyes will pop out.) I honestly just wanna scream!
Maybe I should just force myself to get out of the house and hang out with friends. This anger is getting out of control. I haven't been this angry in forever. I really feel like I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed. |
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