I can't stop eating! I suppose that could either mean one of 2 things.. I have terrible PMS or I'm preggers. Let's hope it's not the latter. I feel like I probably shouldn't go see j1 (a friend with benefits situation) till next week.. why? I'll tell ya.
1. I got burn wounds on my boobies from spilling tea all over them. They're pretty fresh which equals it looking disgusting and blistery.
2. I want to keep him interested.. if I just give him sex all the time, he's sure to get tired of me! Playing a little hard to get always works to a lady's advantage, right?
Sorta different topic (though not really cause this related to j1): expectancies when it comes to sex. If you don't like sex talk, well, cover your little virgin eyes and move on to the next diary.
Here's my deal. I get really nervous if a guy wants to go down on me. Why? Well for the obvious reasons like "what do I smell/taste/look like down there?" but those are minor things compared to the real issue: the expectancy that I'm supposed to have an orgasm. That puts an incredible amount of pressure on me because I need a looooooot of concentration to orgasm with a guy! To be really honest, the few times j1 has tried (we JUST became friends with benes, so we haven't fucked that much), I end up begging for his peen cause I feel like intercourse gets me off the hook for having to orgasm. For me there's a difference: sex means I don't have to orgasm, the guy does. Oral sex means I have to orgasm and he's not stopping till I do. Presssuuuurrreeeee! I mean it's not like I can't, I've done it a few times before with my ex. Like I said though, it takes a fuck ton of concentration for me to reach an orgasm. I wish it was easy so I could just have one in a few minutes and be done with it!
Oh also, I've never orgasmed during vaginal penetration. I wonder if I ever can. I know that's not uncommon, but it would be nice if I could 
Anyway, enough sex-related drama for now. Your minds are probably getting an overload of pornographic images!  TTYL |
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