To follow up on my previous entry, I feel a little more at ease now! j1 told me that his ex-lovers had the same issues I did, and they didn't start orgasming for a while. I swear to you, he found me on here somehow and is reading my entries cause I sure as hell didn't bring this shit up lol.
Either way, it takes off the pressure somewhat. I really just want to be perfect in every way, know what I mean? I want him to remember me; I want to make my mark, I guess
Anyway, I'll prob write later! TTYL |