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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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A great friend, receiving an award, #1 night of chanukah+ editted

12/01/2010

I know that people dont like long entries but I do have a lot to say so hopefully you will bare with me here.

I am reminded that I can be a great friend.
When a friend has done wrong and looks to you, opens up and asks for your thoughts... Even though you would never do what the friend does but you show them empathy, the appreciation that is returned, can not be messured.

A married friend of mine wrote a letter to the love of his life who lives in another country, in short, to ask for understanding and to explain what was going on in his life at the time and to express his deep feelings for the lady. He sent me the letter and asked me for my thoughts. I read it and he asked me not to put him down or to have a smug comment. After reading the letter I wrote the following...

It is truthful, sincere, painful, beautiful,
Asking for no more than forgiveness of the past and peace for the future.
Rob, I can not comprehend how hard it must have been to write this.
I will just say to expect nothing but hope for the best.
Good luck
Your friend
Jonathan

Man I was in tears writing this. their beautiful mittens, dude, life is hard as hell sometimes.
Thanks for all your support.
Your a good friend.
Rob

*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*

Last night my father was presented with a life time achievement award fro the city which he has worked in for over 40 years and which my family has been rooted in for 4 generations. It was a beautiful time. We are all so proud of my father.

*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*

When you feel like the only kid in town, without a Christmas tree, here's a list of people who are Jewish, just like you and me

Tonight is the first night of Chanukah!

I got a Redsox living room chair and ottoman.
On the part of the chair that your back is against has a huge redsox logo. I love it.

*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*

I guess the part that everyone is waiting to hear about.
I dont know what to say except that I know that I have to be a little more careful and listen to people a little more. As we say in the Jewish comunity, If something doesnt look Koashah, it probably isnt.

However, I will not stop putting my all into finding my special lady. I will always wear my heart on my sleave. It is a part of who I am. I will always dwell when I drop the easy fly ball and I will ride the thrill of getting the gave winning hit.

EDIT! EDIT! EDIT!

I just had the following conversation which I dont believe the person one bit.

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MissMurder41079
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MissMurder41079
Uhm, who the fuck is this? and how did i make you afraid for your life?
jna3434
what do you mean?
MissMurder41079
what do you mean, what do i mean
its pretty self explanitory man
MissMurder41079
Why do i make you afraid for your life? I got an offline from you
and i have no fucking clue who you are
jna3434
you dont? that's funny, we have been chatting for 4 months I have it all in my history.
MissMurder41079
well, that is fantastic
but i have no clue who the fuck you are
MissMurder41079
ok since apparently it takes you a long time to type, i'll break it down for you
jna3434
maybe this will ring a bell. meghan borowsky.  we have chatted for 4 months. you asked me for my address so we could meet up. then you give me a phone number
and it is a fony number. so I am left in fear because I gave you my address (which, wasnt my real address, thank god I was smart enough) but you could
find me with all the info  we have exchanged over the last 4 months. no. dont give me that bs that you dont know who I am. but thank you for ripping my
heart out and burning it. you have no idea how much you  hurt me, no fucking idea.
MissMurder41079
i havent even touched AIM in over 2 years
jna3434
that's funny, someone is using your sn then
MissMurder41079
im sorry then man
i seriously have no freaking clue who you are
jna3434
you dont? really? well, if you dont, then. I dont know what to say. but if you are not  meyghan and you dont know meyghan then I dont know how this person
who called themself meyghan, got your aim info
MissMurder41079
i dont know either. Thats rather creepy
i dont know anyone named meyghan
jna3434
ok, I dont know what to believe, but it doesnt matter. sorry for your time.
MissMurder41079
I'm sorry whoever decided to be funny and hack my account found you
i'm sorry for any harm or anger they caused you at my expense
jna3434
nod, thank you. have a good evening and you should change your password
MissMurder41079
you have a good evening too. or try to. and i will, as soon as i close this box
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look, i'm fully aware you think im full of shit. but i'm not
i'm a full time student, with a full time job, and a family.
i dont have time to get on the internet, let alone AIM
MissMurder41079
i'm sorry that someone fucked with you dude, but it wasnt me
but yeah. whatevs
It sucks that someone fucked with you. But it wasnt me.
So before you send anyone after me, just please think about that. I have kids, i have a husband, i have a life and a carreer, and i have no reason to come
after you
jna3434
ok, I wont.  I already deleted your sn from my  list
MissMurder41079
Do you believe me?
jna3434
it doesnt matter if I do or not. as long as I dont get anything from this SN again or  anything in my mail or something, I wont have to turn the sn and
the 4 months of conversations over to the police. Which, the sn was attached to a phone number which the police can trace
MissMurder41079
I wont bother you
i just wanted you to know.
jna3434
ok, thank you
MissMurder41079
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჻ೋ჻ There are those of us who care about you and who do have your best interest at heart. Those are the ones you should try to listen to. I know it's not easy when it comes to matters of the heart. You just want to jump in and believe it's going to be the one this time. I know it's not easy, but we don't want you to get hurt. :o/

That's awesome your father got a lifetime achievement award! What an honor. :o) ჻ೋ჻

[AshaliciousStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Congrats to your father, that is really great! So Meyghan is out of the picture now?

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Wow. I'm sorry that it didn't work out. I kinda want to go to where she's at and beat some sense into her.....

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

WOW! Congrats to your dad! That's amazing!!

I think you were talking to her in that conversation, but since it's the internet, she can pretend to not be, and since she was immature enough to give you a phony phone number, I'm sure she's immature enough to pretend she hasn't been on aim in 2 years too. I seriously SERIOUSLY want to kick her ass.

[»Scarlett's Mommy«|0 likes] [|reply]

Okay, I just read the convo and yeah I think that was Meyghan. And she's needs to be a woman and take responsibility for what she's done. She seems to be very immature and you deserve much much much more than she has to offer. I really want to go to NY and beat the shit out of her for treating you like that. *HUGS*

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC: Either way! I don't care if it's a man, I'd beat his ass too. I'm not scurred, lol.

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Can i beat here ass

[down-but-not-outStar|0 likes] [|reply]

i second this. im so sorry jon. happy Hanukkah! ♥Lacy

[foreverglowStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Congrats to your father! That's fantastic.
And I'm sorry this whole thing with Meyghan has turned into nonsense. Thank god you didnt go out to nyc to meet "her" right?

[Kate.Monster|0 likes] [|reply]

WOW TO THE IM CONVERSATION! Good for your dad, great present, and you are a wonderful friend!

[Simply*Carlise|0 likes] [|reply]

first: AWESOME for being a great friend
second: Even cooler that your dad got an award
third: I third what nikki said.. I really want to kick that persons ass.

[HamadryadStar|0 likes] [|reply]

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