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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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A wake and a ... lots of emotions

01/26/2011

Thursday afternoon I am going to meet up with some of my coworkers and clients to go to the wake.
I think this will be one of the toughest wakes I will ever attend.
Being an emotional guy, I defanately wont be able to hold it together.
But to me, that's ok. I am human.

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Leigh:Hey. I am glad my overtalking wasnt an issue. Have fun at the game... sounds awesome! I suppose we could keep it to emails, though i am availble up until 8... well 9 i dont care if i talk during greys... bones though... go away,. haha.
Any big plans for the weekend?

Jonathan: I'll call you in between periods of the game when I send Justin to get a pretsle for me.
no plans...yet

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I called her in between periods just like i said.
(7:45 pm ish)I asked her how her day was. So of course that alicited a 5 minute response. lol including her telling me that she to be at work at 8AM tomorrow but with the weather, it will probably take her 90 mins to get to work. She'll worry about the snow in the morning but she'll set her alarm for 5;30 AM.
I asked her if she wanted to do something over the weekend. She said yes. I asked her if Friday or Saturday would be better. She said that Saturday she and her friends usually do something so Friday night would be great. I told her I would email her in the morning to figure out what we can do. We said our byes.

So I came home to the following messages.

Leigh Sent: 7:14pm
Haha. Is the game still on? Not sure if thye would ever postpoe due to weather conditions...you dont have plans yet.. whatever will you do? lol.

Leigh sent: 8:30pm
hey how do you feel about the sylvan street grille in danvers and the movies down the street after? or is it best for just dinner in saugus, at like jimmys (i havent been yet) there is a mexica place on route one too, but i havent been, not sure if its saugus or lynnfield,

Leigh sent: 8:35pm
there is the border cafe.. but i was takling about i think its like hte cactus or somethig................. have you been to sake?

Jonathan sent: 11:56pm
Sylvan street grill and movies sounds great.
But... you pick the movie.

I have been to Jimmy's plenty of times and was actually thinking of it before I read your messages. I have not been to Fat Cactus yet but my parents know the owner. He has a place in Gloucester as well.

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I think her (trying to come up with the right word) energetic personality and feel for life is very cute.


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I've read a couple of your entries... she sounds like a sweet girl and I hope your date goes well

[Cuban Vixen|0 likes] [|reply]

I can't say I've been to many funerals... I can only recall 3-4 of them.

My sister recently got her doctorate... which is what pushed me to really focus on school since she's only 2 years older than me.

I've done my own taxes since I was 15 lol. Then again, mine are super easy since I'm not married and don't own a house. Especially now with all the free tax software.

[Cuban Vixen|0 likes] [|reply]

She sounds really sweet! She does seem to talk a lot though, and I know that would personally overwhelm me...lol. But i mean, if you like it then good for you

[Kate.Monster|0 likes] [|reply]

She does sound sweet and energetic. You never told me about her

[Simply*Carlise|0 likes] [|reply]

I hope the wake went okay for you today. I've only been to two funerals...my nieces and my step mom. They are very hard and I think it's okay for you to show emotion. It's not healthy to bottle it up. My thought and prayers are still with you and everyone else involved. *HUGS HUGS HUGS*

Leah sounds so sweet! And energetic (lmao, my spell check keeps wanting me to turn that word into intergalactic!), that's sounds like the right word for her. I hope ya'll have a great time Saturday.

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

It's definitely ok to cry, even if you are a man. Death is a horrible and saddening thing.

Ok so this lady is sounding pretty good in my books. For one, she actually talks to you on the phone! She seems genuinely excited to hang out with you too! Hooray!

[»Scarlett's Mommy«|0 likes] [|reply]

No, you said Friday. I got them mixed up. So it's TODAY! That is so exciting. I feel so happy for you cause I know you've been wanting someone who you can be with in person, not just online or phone. I'm sending lots of good vibes your way so hopefully everything will go great.

I can't believe I forgot to mention the other funeral I've been too. My boyfriend at the time was shot and killed. And brutally shot, not just once or twice. They found him the next day in a dumpster in a park. They never found out who did it or why it happened. It will be 7 years this October. You might have read a friends only entry about it, though I'm not sure if I've written one since we're been friends. But yeah, it's hard. And though I've never felt the "it could've been me" (I can't imagine how that must feel), I know how it feels to have so many questions about why it happened. In my case it's something that I still haven't been able to fully get over. I honestly don't know if I ever will. But it has gotten easier. Now a days when I wake up it's not the first thing on my mind. The dreams are less frequent and I can mostly talk about him without crying.

Okay, sorry that was a book. Sooooo, how many days until pitchers and catchers report? 17? 18? I am so freaking ready. I just want to hear news. Any news. And to know that my (our) boys are getting ready to make my life fun again, lol.

[already gone.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

ryn: LOL it was HOORAY like..YAY!

[»Scarlett's Mommy«|0 likes] [|reply]

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