Because you are unfaithful too
12-08-09
By Jonathan
I spy on you every night
Looking through your bedroom window without a light
I see you take a key from beneath your bed
I’m wondering what’s in your head
You take your diary from your bottom desk drawer
Opening Pandora’s box, I want to read all your flaws
Yes, I have lied to you
Yes, I am unfaithful to you
Yes, I am never true
I would love to find out if you are too
One especially dark and cold night
I creep into your room without a light
With skillful fingers, I take the key from your bed
Taking your diary from it’s hiding place, I have a thirst that needs to be fed
My palms are sweating
My heart is pounding
I can hear you softly breathing
As the key is creaking
The box pops open
Laying on your most private of thoughts is a pen
I pick it up and put it aside
Starving to read what’s in side
Skimming through, till tonight’s entry
Starting to read, I feel so free
“Dear diary, I thought he loved me
He was always so caring and understanding and complimentary
I do not know what happened, I don’t know when it began
I felt betrayed, hurt, angry, and than
I wanted to get revenge, I wanted to hurt him like he hurt me
I wanted him to know and to see
The pain he caused me
I wanted Mike
This football player who everyone likes
I wanted him because I knew it would make HIM jealous
Let him know that it is over, there will never be an us
I got Mike to make love to me
He was so passionate and carefree
lost track of the number of times I came
Unlike HE, who is so lame”
Anger is burning me, as I read each word
My heart is racing, not caring if she heard
My body becomes cold
My mind becomes bold
I did cheat on her with the beautiful Stephanie
And Tammy the tramp, wait, there was three
But I am a guy
I am suppose to lie
My father was never faithful either
My mom was a fucking teaser
I’m not really sure what happened but I was taken away
Promised I would return someday
I put down the diary
I pick up the key
Ice water running through my vanes
I become insane
I walk over to where she lays
I am going to make you pay
I take this key and I berry it in you
Because you are unfaithful too |
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