day one of my Indiana trip

11/06/2012

Friday 11-02-2012
It was a great day. Very few moments I didn’t have a grin on my face.

I’ll fast forward to when I called Karen when I got to the baggage area of the Louisville airport… “I see you.” “you do?” “uh huh” “ok, than I’m going to hang up.” “ok”
Karen gave me the most amazing hug I have ever got. We held each other so tight and so close and for a long minute…didn’t care who saw us or anything…It was beautiful.

We went to her car. We got in and I reached over and touched her shoulder and said "yup, you're real" she giggled. (she giggled a LOT! but I'm not going to write every ti

Lunch...Chinese food.
Went to a Chinese buffet. She told me what everything was and I ended up getting two eggrolls, a bunch of veggy lomain and broccoli and String beans from separate dishes. I had asked her how big the eggrolls were and she took my fingers and showed me. *smile* I don’t know why but we sat side by side in a booth. On one hand, it felt a bit odd, eating-talking without facing the person but on the other hand, it was very nice cause I felt closer.

J: “my mom always said, never go to someone’s house empty handed”
me she does or everytime I grin... but it would be a lot easier to write when I was not grinning since the grin hardly ever went away from my face in the 3 days)
K: oh boy
J: no no, it’s good
I handed her the bag of treats and the green rope with a rubber ball on the rope. She introduced me to Moagie and to Edward.
She lead me to a chair and Moagie came over to me and jumped on my lap. I played with the dog for an hour and she loved the treats and rope.
Played Mario Cart on the WII with Karen and Edward. They were telling me where to go. Kinda funny.

Went across the street to a pond where we fed ducks. Well, I didn’t want to, I like my fingers. Karen was like, come on, they won’t bite. Eventually I said “I’m surprised you haven’t grabbed my arm and forced me to feed the ducks” Without another word, she did just that. Mean while, the ducks have been nipping at my jeans and my shoelaces. There was about 15-20 ducks. and walked around the 1.25 mile (around) pond.

Karen and I drove back to the hotel, hung out and we exchanged gifts. She made me this glass bowl, that's in the shape of a baseball, with the stitches, and she wrote "Jonathan" in Braille using a blow glass maker, tissues, and some type of lamination to give it a glausy coding that also will keep the Braille to last a long time. I was shocked, surprized, excited...

She then opened the gift I bought for her.
J: “This will help you when you are feeling sad or mad or angry, or any type of negative emotions.” Later on she admitted she had tears in her eyes when she opened the gift.
K: “oh my god Jonathan, it’s beautiful. It’s green. Did anyone tell you what it looks like?
J: Yup, a few people described it.

Back massage w-shirt
sitting in front of her on the bed, she took my hand and ran it over her forehead and down the side of her face, I felt her entire face, except her lips, she took my fingers and kissed them. I touched her ears, feeling her earrings. I then ran my fingers down her neck, her shoulders, her arms, to her fingers where I took one of her hands and brought it to my lips and kissed the back of her hand.
At some point I touched her shoulders again and ran my fingers over her breast. I asked her if she was expecting that and she says uh huh. (softly)

Later on, she took off her sweater cause she was hot and she had on this spaghetti strap tank top. I got up and stood behind her and said “too bad you didn’t have your shirt off when I was doing this earlier” and massaged her mostly exposed back and then pushed up the bottom of her tank top and massaged the rest of her back. I was ridding a lot of knots she had in her back. There was a few ows and a few mmms. I found it interesting that she had a few knots under the horizontal bra strap. I wonder if the strap causes the tension. I explained to her that it would be even better if she was laying down on her stomach cause that would take the tension off her back as I’m massaging. Eventually I did give her a massage that way and joking around I slapped her ass. She giggled and I did it again. She said “can you feel my ass jiggle?” I didn’t noticed and told her no so I did it again and did notice. He he. She said All her weight is in her boobs and ass. Hmm considering she weighs 120 nothing. I guess so.

At one point, I don’t remember why, she was trying to squeeze my bicep muscle on my right arm. Not only did she not make a dent in my muscle, it felt like she was just gently pressing on it. She was like… here, feel my muscle. I was kidding with her, saying where? I don’t feel any muscles? (and truthfully, my muscle not flexed, is twice the size as her flexed. however, in her defense, she has small bones and doesn’t work out.
Then she wanted me to feel her neck around and her knee-leg (with jeans on) So at this point, I had a very good idea of what she looked like and I told her that I can truly say, and mean it, that “you are beautiful” she deflected but she’s beautiful. She doesnt see it but I sure do.

We went to a fast-food pizza-Italian restaurant for dinner. Something like a pizza hot. The pizza was just ok but the breadsticks were amazing. went to a comity show with the headliner being some guy who use to be on SNL. When we got to the window the person said it was 22 dollars a person. I took out my money and Karen said, I’m sorry. I didn’t know it would be that much money. I told her not to worry about it. My budget is one million dollars for the weekend. (It’s part of me joking with her but also so she doesn’t worry about money.) We went in, have a great time. There was 3 comedians and an MC. There was also a 2 dink minimum so we both got 2 sprites which I paid for happily. After the show, after laughing for 2 hours she still was feeling bad about how much it cost. I said to her “did you have a good time?” she said “I had a lot of fun” I said, “me too, and that’s all that matters” (with a smile on my face)
She drove me back to the hotel. We were both extremely tired so we hugged when we got to my room, and she surprised me by kissing my forehead. I kissed her cheek. She said bye and was about to leave but we then hugged again and then she left with saying “I love you” and “good night.” As the other one said the same.