frustrated, good thing for a bloop

03/14/2010

I am in a fantasy baseball draft that will take place in two weeks.
I tried to do a mock draft for practice.
So I went to yahoo.com, signed up and when it came time to do it, I could not figure out how it works. I asked someone on the page if we just type in the name and or what? I got a response of "you just select the name from the list, drag and drop"

With my speach program, you cant drag and drop. So I can not do the draft myself. I apoligized to the others on the page and closed out the window.
I called my older brother about it. I told him what I was hearing and he said that there are a lot of graphics. UG!

so like a little boy, I need someone else to draft my players for me. So I need someone to drive me up to my bro's place so he can do his team and take time to do my team as well.

It sucks being blind.

Me being blind is preventing me from getting a job.
Unless you are going to tell me I can get a drivers license.

AND, As I talked to Megan, my former coworker, when it comes to finding a gf. She asked me how the internet search is going. I told her that it was getting expensive so I stopped. She asked me about the free dating sites I told her that most of the people who are on there are the freaks and the people who just joke around. If you pay, you are more serious because it is actual money.
I said to her "It's not like I can sit at a bar, see a cute girl across the bar and send her a drink." It is just so frustrating. There are only so many ways to find a partner. Most of them are visual. It sucks. Even if some girl thought I was cute or nice or something, most of the time they see I am blind and they are afrade of my blindness. Maybe they see me out with my female cousin, out with my sister, or my parents or with whom ever, so they either dont think I am single or that I'm not looking.

I want a full time job
I want a girlfriend
I want to be able to draft my own players for a fantasy baseball draft.
"how is it to want?"
it fucking sucks!