I'm sorry for loving you *poem

08/11/2010

I’m sorry for loving you
8-11-2010
Jonathan

Waking up next to you
I had no clue
A beautiful angel sleeping peacefully in my bed
Soft smile, light brown hair frames your head

I curse myself, wondering what happened last night
I was at a party drinking a few budlights
Now I lay naked next to my best friend
I know this friendship had come to an end

Laying naked beneath a thin sheet
Knowing you are too, my heart beats
I wonder what you will think about this situation
My mind racing of the possibilities of your reservations

I pull back the sheet to see the body of an angel in the early morning’s light
My mind starting to clear, last night felt so right
I wanted to kiss this angel, but I do not dare
I’m shaking in fear

I slip out of bed and quickly dress
I have to leave, I feel so helpless

Getting in my car, my heart feels so empty
I always wanted you to love me
My heart is hurting so bad
My brain shrugs, just another lady I had