This posted instead of backing up ... I was on the phone ug)
I SOOOO! CANT WAIT!
She had a really really bad day yesterday and I was able to chat with her last night and we talked, she confessed, she once again told me things that she couldnt tell anyone else. She went through the different people with me and telling me why and then saying, nope you're the only one who "understands and supports me"
I got her to laugh and with that, I know she smiles. so even in her dark times, I can still put a smile on her lips and a laugh in her voice.
Today we were chatting on the phone and the topic that I am so nervous about, sorta came up.
It started by her telling me how she feels that she is always being told wht to do. When she's at home, her bf tells her what to do. When she's at work, she is told what to do and when she goes back home, she is told what to do again.
J So what happens in a week at about 2:45 and we are heading to the hotel to check in? What are you going to do with all that freedom?
K: I dont know? (giggles)
J: *being silly I was hafl singing half pretending I was screaming* "freedom! I'M FREE AT LAST! FREEEEEDOOOOOOOM!
K: *giggles*
J: hmm am I going to have to tackle you?
K: maybe. but you got to catch me if you can.
J: As long as you are squeeling, I'll be able to catch you.
K: and what are you going to do when you have me on the ground?
J: (naughty thoughts went through my head) ummm I dont know. What woill you do when you tackle me to the ground at the airport?
K: I'll be squeeling
K: hey, did your mom bring up the condoms again?
J: wah?
K: that was so funny.
(my mom mentioned something about bringing condoms a few weeks ago)
J: ummm noooo
K: *giggled* well, I'm at work now I have to go
J: wait wait, what did you mean by that?
K: well, I'm at work and I have to go in and start my shift
J: no, not that, about what you said before that
K: *giggles* I'll tease *I not sure if she used the word tease or bugged or something there* about it later.
hmm so I was hessedent about bringing it up. I dont want to seem like this horny guy who just wants some pussy. but if things are going right, I walso want to be prepared just in case the moment comes to it.
Ladies, if you went into a bathroom and you saw a a toiletry bag on the counter that was opened and you saw some condoms, what would you think? I guess it depends how you feel about the guy. If you see the guy as just a friend vs more than a friend... but I would like your thoughts on that...pleeaaassseee? |