Reminiscing, where did all the bloopers go?

06/13/2012

Two nights ago, someone on here said something about how we have been bloop buddies for 8 years…I had downloaded my diary to my computer right before the bloop crash of 2008 and from time to time I’ll go through some of the entries. They’re not all there but most of them are. My first entry was May 19th, 2003.

So two nights ago I went through the first 99 entries and I relived some good and not so good times.

The point of me going back was to see when I had first started reading some of you who knew me way back then. I realized… I don’t know who is who since we all changed our names over the years and did so a few times. Hopefully I’ll figure it out so I can pinpoint when we became on line friends 

It is also amazing, how many people have come-gone and how many people back then, would read others diary. I use to get 7-12 notes on every entry and half were just random people. I miss that.

I also miss the fact that I think there was this Jewish lady who lives in another country who may have had a crush on me and I didn’t even notice. I don’t know her name, her email or anything except her bloop name, but that wont get me far.

I also am shocked how bad of a speller I was and have NO IDEA how you guys tolerated me not spell checking. I also got to see how far I have came.  I think it is from writing all those 20 page reports for my grad school.

There was also this lady who I met on FOD, before I was on here, who lived in Gamesville fl, (I am a big UF fan) and she loved the Red Sox and Nomar. We got pretty close I thought and she had came up here to visit her grandmother in MA with her father and we had tickets to the same Red Sox game. We were going to meet up and when I called her at the game, she answered the phone and quickly hung up, without saying a word. I called her back and she didn’t pick up. I never heard from her after that… I tried to find her on fb over the years and unfortunately, there are a few people with her name and most of them don’t have publicly, where they are from and of course I cant see the pic… So yesterday I tried looking for her again. I spent over an hour on google, putting various things into the search box and taking things out and putting other things in and I had got closer and closer and then… I FOUND HER…. Sort of. There is a person, with her name, who is a lawyer, who is 26 years old (which is how old she is) and the number to her “office” is the same number I had in my head from all those years ago. So I think tomorrow night, if I find the courage, I’ll call my baseball Red Sox buddy and see how she’s doing.

Lastly, if you have known me for a lot of years on here and can remember some of your names from over the years, if you could just put them in a note… And I thought of writing down like a bunch of user names from over the years to see if anyone recognizes them and maybe you know who they are and maybe you are still friends with them? What do you think about that?

OK, I thought of something else… if I had a dollar for every time someone on bloop asked me about being blind, I would be a very rich person.

Thank you, thank you all who have read me through the good and the bad times. Through my schoolings, my sexual frustrations, and my blindness, through all my sports and music stuff and of course, I am forever greatful, for all the notes I had received on my poetry entries.

I hope one day, I get to meet each, and, every, one, of, you 