to the one *poem

09/07/2014

sorry for two entries in less than a day. I wrote this poem and figured I had to post it now or I'd forget.

To the one
09-07-2014
By Jonathan

You heard my cry
You heard me yell
You heard me beg to die
And yet I’m still well

I’m not sure where I’m going
I know where I want to get to
I carry the burden of unclosure
And sadly it’s true

Sometimes I smile
And sometimes it’s not for a long while
Sometimes it’s fake
But that’s the price I have to take

Sometimes I cry in silence
No one wants to hear my pain
I don’t have a license
They say I shouldn’t complain

I walk a dark and lonely street
I have a home, clothes and food to eat
But I have no guidance of where to go
My life is filled with unmarked roads

Uncertainty of what is right and wrong
The things I have learned from both books and people made me feel strong
But the harsh reality makes me feel shelters, stupid, like I don’t belong
I should not write this song

Lord please send me a beautiful angel
I’ve been locked inside this lonely hell
I want to rid my bachelor bed
And I want to be wed