you got to live before you die. Hello Karen

11/01/2012

dear diary

I'm not sure what the next few days will bring
I am not sure what we're going to do or where we will go.
I'm unsure of our relationship, only cause she doesnt know what she wants.
Maybe we stay real good friends
maybe we become lovers
maybe it ends up being a one time thing
maybe we end up falling in love.
I have accepted all

I am going to be meeting "one of you" sorta.
I first met Karen via bloop when she left me her first note on october first, 2003.

Over this time, I have shared a lot of my life with her as she shared with me.
We have seen each other through a lot of good and bad times
Today she even shared with me that she thinks I know 90-95% of her life. I cant believe that but she knows what she has and hasnt shared with me.
Tomorrow, tomorrow we take a step towards each other

Thank you bloop for giving me the opritunity to meet many wonderful people and hopefully many more.

To myself
Be yourself. Keep a smile on your face no matter what.
Be funny, be sarcastic, make her laugh and smile
Expect friendship.
Hope for the world
Have patience
Be understanding, caring, thoughtful and loving
And most of all...have fun

Bon Jovi
You got to live before you die

I was a little boy of 9 years old The whole world in my hands
Trying to toss that ball across the yard A game of catch with my old man
He would always say I’m sorry Every time he had to leave
And I was much too young to understand When he would say to me
When you're young you always think The sun is going to shine
There will come a day When you have to say hello to goodbye
Sit down son come take my hand, Look me in the eye
Take these words, promise me You'll live before you die

I was barely seventeen summer of seventy-nine
Already I was feeling like I was running out of time
I had this girl we fell in love Or should I say that she had me
Then one fateful night changed our lives And made a memory
When you're young you always think The sun is going to shine
There will come a day When you have to say hello to goodbye
She laid me down she took my hand
And looked me in the eye
And just before she kissed me she said
You got to live before we die, live before you die

You learn to love to live
You fight and you forgive
You learn what's wrong and right
You live before you die

I made mistakes I caught some breaks But I got no regrets
There's some things I don't remember But one thing I don't forget
When you're young you always think The sun is going to shine
One day you're going to have to say hello to goodbye
Shout it out let someone somewhere Know that you're alive
Take these words wear them well
Live before you die
Live before you die
Hey! Live before you die
You learn to love to live
You fight and you forgive
You face the darkest night
Just live before you die